aritu ke JB untuk appointment. actually tertinggal previous appointment sbb masa tu result UPSR keluar. mmg takleh lari dah..so mcm biasa kan kat govt. hospital...it took ages to get another appointment. set bulan 11 dpt bulan 3. lama kan?
so after scan...(hehehehe...they had to insert the camera into my va-jay-jay.. rasa kelakar plak) i was given green light to proceed to the next phase.
IUI.
wooohoooo...aku rasa nak terkencing ada, nak joget2 pun ada. bila google procedures IUI mcm cuak lak. serius...berdebar2...not good...we are supposed to be calm.
luckily my doc were nice. Dr. Erlynda...cheerful person. kalau tak dia, Dr. Siti Muslihat...aku tak tipu, mmg nama dia klasik mcm tu. orgnya serius tp setakat dah jumpa beberapa kali boleh tahan lemah lembut. in a good way. tried to transfer my case to BP but the there's no fertility unit here..kena la ulang alik ke jb.
if you are reading this, please pray for us. we need this badly because we have become unpatient enough lately trying not to punch people's faces everytime the issue come up. and i truly believe it is non of their business to know whether we have done this, done that... we dont even try explain in details to our parents.
and to be bombarded with pregnancy -up-to-the-minute development and every milestones of that child in FB and tweeter, the burden seems unbearable. but we have no right to ask the happy parents to stop rubbing it our face right?
again...please spare a few seconds of your time to pray for us. thanks.
babe hang in there..my sil dh 7yrs..gone thru IUI n 2 IVF's..still no luck...but xpenah putus asa usaha...
ReplyDeleteRezeki kurniaan Allah. Teruskan effort korg. Insya Allah masanya akan tiba. Biarlah org nk kata apa. Just focus pd usaha2 tu. Solat dhuha.. Solat hajat... Ngaji n zikir jgn lupa. Always doakan kengkawan semua.
ReplyDeleteSama-same doa ye kak..saya pun masih berusaha. Jangan putus asa. Kawan saya dah 5 tahun kahwin, bila buat medical check up doctor kata husband dia ade problem, jadi tak boleh nak buat dia pregnant. Tahun keempat kawen, diorang amik anak angkat. Baru-baru ni dia pregnant. Kuasa Allah, sapa tau kan?
ReplyDeleteyes dear, btul. ujian Allah kan comes in many ways. cuma mungkin kene btulkn balik niat & hati tu. jgn marah kt org yg bertanye, yes they're being insensitive but u cant do much 'bt that kan. & mb u shud avoid tweeter, FB for the time being unt ketenteraman jiwa raga. org lain x tau wat we feel, & mb sometimes it's better if we keep it to ourselves je.
ReplyDeletetgk saya, agak aman damai sbb dh xde FB. hehehe. dulu rs nk smash je sesape yg status / comments berlebihan sehingga menyentuh sensistiviti hati & perasaan, tp now, dont know dont care. hehe.
& of course, we'll pray for u :) insyaAllah... ade rezeki. Allah yg Maha Mengetahui.
i have awesome friends....thanks babes! terharu...sungguh!
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