Monday, June 25, 2012

aku vampire

Sesungguhnya sekarang ini aku rasa aku dah mutated menjadi makhluk nocturnal. siang mengantuk malam berjaga. kenapa? sebagai persediaan menjaga anak kecil yg tak tentu tidur jaga atau sakit peningnya.

HAHAHAHAHAH...just joking...anak kecil apa kejadahnya...BOLA la. apa lagi skang kan tengah Euro. Kalau aku tak sokong diva-diva Spaniard pujaan hati tu sapa lagi kan?( I think Ramos looks waaaaaaaay better with short hair. and Busquets, please jgn asyik dive je. kita nak main bola bukan akrobatik ok?) apatah lagi skang ni aku kerja petang. amboi mak..senang2 hati jek membuta smpi pkl 10, 11 pagi. siap2 then pegi sekolah. boleh? Maka plak tak ngajar Year 6...jadi segala keprluan untuk esok hari telah disediakan di sekolah, maka malam adalah untuk aku dan cik TV aku. 

dan aku lihat bayang hitam sudah membentuk di bawah mata aku. dan kedutan mula appear di hujung mata juga. not good. so not good. 

pics credit to eufa.com

Friday, June 22, 2012

A year ahead

Alhamdulillah...akhirnya dapat juga pengesahan DG44 aku. Naik la gaji sikit, jgn tak ada. Apa planning?
Ada yang nak tukar kereta, ada yang nak buat dapur. aku tak sure lg tp yang pasti, kasi langsai hutang sikit2 dpd FAMA...hahaha..dah umur cam gini pun masih pinjam duit mak abah. malu weh!

Paling tidak disangka2..cik abang kata tahun depan mesti dah dapat pergi Unrah. mesti kumpul duit dpd sekarang. Insya-Allah. semoga tiada aral melintang. Jeles tgk asyik orang lain jek pegi Umrah..ada tu tiap2 tahun pegi sampai hilang dah feel melawat Tanah Suci. macam pegi holiday jek. Berdebar2 pun ada...sebab ilmu seciput sangat. time to gear up...kumpul ilmu secukupnya. Bila tgk gambar kawan2 gi Umrah, sayu je hati. walaupun tak pernah jejak kaki ke sana, tapi boleh datang rindu. pelik kan, rindu pada yang tak pernah jumpa.

maybe ada org yg baca ni akan kata..eleh, baru niat nak pegi Umrah pun dah kecoh. org lain tu senyap2 jek pegi tau2 dah sampai. takpe la...aku bukan gebang. aku anggap post ini adalah untuk memantapkan niat agar tak mudah digoyah oleh hambatan kerja dan dunia. bukan senang untuk aku kumpul duit. bila ada niat yang baik, Insya-Allah dipermudahkan. betul tak?


Friday, June 15, 2012

a loss is a loss.

a loss is a loss. big or small. especially if it matters and close to our hearts.

my friend lost her husband today. both of them are my juniors in uni. both of them are kind, sweet people. i can only imagine her pain and her sadness. al-Fatihah to arwah Mohd Fahmi Abd Aziz.they were not that close to me but i really like them. and they make a very adorable couple. i felt sadness but i couldnt cry. i dont know why.

a loss is a loss. may Allah bless the one leaving and especially those left behind...please bless them with
Your compassion and mercy so that they are strong to endure this trying time..

when i kick the bucket, i hope people will remember me. so now i think it is befitting to apologize to anything bad and wrongdoings i have ever done towards you. it is never too early to say sorry...in case i dont get the chance to.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

aku memang suka dapat contact kwn2 lama. seriously...i really treasure my memories with them. bittersweet..or sometimes bitter-not-at-all-sweet...all are precious. tapi kalau dah bertahun ada fb baru nak add aku sbb skang tgh ligat bisnes apakah maknanya? hehehehehe...

manusia..manusia. Aku appreciate kegigihannya mencari harta. aku kagum semangatnya mengumpul kekayaan. tapi agak terkilan jika mencari aku dengan niat nak tambah downline. agaknya dia tgk gambar2 aku tu tembam semacam kan...heheheheh.

I am not exactly a big dreamer. yes, i sure won't reject any cars or designers handbag if were given the chance...but to pursue the unimaginable expensive things..not me. i dont have the drive to go out and seek my fortune just to enable me to trot around the globe in my label attire and luoboutin heels. i do admire those who can afford it, though..but that is that.

Harta dunia mcma air laut. makin kau hirup makin kau haus. aku bukanla ambitious sgt orgnya tapi itu lah aku. someone who is easily pleased and easy to satisfy. kasut kungfu RM 15 pun dah gembirakan aku. aku org yang membosankan buatmu..maaf jika apa yg aku pamerkan tidak secocok angan kau itu. tapi kalau kau nak hulur aku kasut Ferragamo kau tu aku tak tolak...ekekekekeke.

maaf la sahabat. aku bukan la Melayu yg Dr. Mahathir banggakan. tapi aku cuba utk menjadi terbaik utk diri aku sendiri dan mungkin akan jatuh dan tersungkur dalam perjalanan. antara hikmah Allah bagi bila aku tak dpt zuriat lagi adalah terkawalnya keinginan aku kepada worldly possession. mungkin lah.

kasut kungfu merahku

Sunday, June 10, 2012

what make my day

hari ni kepenatan sbab dari semalam rewang utk majlis yassin kat rumah mak. biasala, family agak besar, kaki makan plak tu...mcm2 makanan ada. nasi ambeng lauk ayam msk kicap, sambal goreng, serunding, sayur kacang n urap, popis, rojak asma, 5 jenis kuih, pulut kuning. ntah tekak mana yg nak makan. so aku dah sungguh-sungguh kepenatan.

mlm lak cuba2 dengar Ustaz Azhar Idus berceramah. bukan apa, nak tau gak apa yg seronok sgt ceramah dia dan apa org suka sgt dgn dia ni.

so as i am writing this, i am fighting to keep my eyes open because i still have to drive home. hubby wants to finish the first halo of Netherlands - Denmark game. pastu ada hati nak bangun tgk game Portugal - Germany. boleh??

sambil2 tu check FB dpt perkhabaran gembira. Anak murid didikan dlm handball tersenarai utk pemilihan team Malaysia!!!!!! gembiranya!!!! cikgu tak main smpi jauh2, anak murid pun jadi la....kan? Malam ni tido tersenyum nampaknya...


Monday, June 4, 2012

hijab turban

are you game? ada beran? hahahaha...aku mmg tak ade nya la.


asasnya adalah ini...sekarang dah siap2 jual kat inner utk gaya turban. so tak nmpk la aurat bahagian leher tu.


 moden and bling bling skit. dema yg suka bergaya minat la stail ini.


bila kau tmbh sanggul arab dan pakai bersama turban, maka jadilah stail yg mana kau ini mungkin dilihat berasal dpd spesis alien.


ha, yg ini aku rasa adalah hasil sabotaj oleh stylist Tok Ti. I swear kat Air Hitam byk tudung saji jenis yg mcm atas kepala dia tu..


betul tak aku cakap?

maybe aku akan buat gaya turban tersendiri...

bergaya adalah atas keberanian masing-masing. nak kata aku salute sgt org yg berani bergaya ni tak jugak..tapi ada sepicis kekaguman la dengan keberanian mereka itu. yg pasti aku tak minat langsung gaya turban sebab bila berturban ni kelihatan seperti ahli sihir @ witch.

ini adalah Queen Grimhilde aka stepmom of Snow White

kan sama?



=)

Saturday, June 2, 2012

retail therapy

some people shop because they have money. some shop even though they don't have any money. some people shop for fun. some people shop to celebrate. some shop because they are stressed. well, i am in the latter category.

I noticed a few years back that i have the tendency to shop for things when i am mad or stressed or angry. especially when angry. It started when i was in my first year of uni where i received the news that my dear grandma passed away. ( Al-Fatihah to her). so in a midst of anger and sadness i went out and bought a RM100 pair of shoes. a good one, i tell you. i felt better for a while because the happiness of owning something new masked the great loss in my heart.

Since then I noticed that i have been in that same pattern a few times. and last few days, i was mad at my hubby. so while a i was trying to control my anger he took me to Klang. what happened? i spent RM550 buying a lot of kain ela for jubah. about 10 of them. and i dont even like jubah! so right now I am a budding entrepeneuer selling kain ela to families and friends. how lovely is that? oh my, i hope i am not evolving into another shopaholic who would later have to confess her addiction..('confession of a shopaholic', get it?)


 soalan standard teacher Azlin:

Sapa nak angkat tangan!