jb-lumut-jb

3 hari...destinasi jb-lumut-jb (lbh krg 400km)...boleh? hehehehe...member sekerja suma kata aku gile. tapi yela, dah namanya nak berjalan kan..suma halangan ku redah. misi utama ialah melepaskan rindu pada nephew paling ensemku Mohd Rayyan in Tg Malim.

hajat di hati nak membawa family (hubby n me. parents in law, BIL, 2 SIL n a nephew) to Pulau Pangkor...spend @ least a day there coz they've never been there. tapi..a few days before the trip, a cousin of theirs buat taik plak. bleh la plak melaser2 kat FB smpi hubby adik-beradik berbalas2 status lak kat FB tu. bukan sikit2 nyer gaduh plak tu...kelakar ada, sakit hati ada, confuse pun ada. jadi kami ke lumut membawa misi keamanan sbb si laser punya kakak pun ada kat navy base tu so singgah la sekali. tak nak la dia terasa plak kan yg kami sekuarga ni menyisihkan dia sekali. hasilnya, kami ke lumut utk bertemu sedara mara. orait la tu, dapat pahala insya-Allah.

my point is...FB tu bleh jadi medan bermusuh. kena la jaga hati dan perasaan kan. kawal diri sendiri. FB tu bukan blog (@ least that's what i understood), it's sort of like a notice board that anyone can see anything. if u wash ur dirty lundry in public and expecting no kutukan watsoever, forget it. somebody pasti akan berkata2 punya lah. privatekan la gambor2 awak tu, jgn di manipulasi org lain. org yang jd friends pun satu. if u dont have anything good to say, dont say anything. keep the the whole comments to urself la. klu agak2 comment tu menyakitkan hati, cepat2 mintak maaf. jgn tunjuk keras kepala. pastu, ada la plak pe'el bdk2 skang meng'spy' tah sapa2 punya wall n photos yg friends kpd friends kepada friends tu...then pakat2 plak kutuk n komen reramai. ko sapa nak kutuk2 org, dik ooiiiiii! kenal pun tak. tak de hak langsung nak buat cam tu. aku tak paham tul bdk2 skang.

kita kan nak mencari kawan, bukan lawan. bila lagi nak jumpa geng2 sekolah, geng2 uni, etc. melalui FB tu la antara cara yg mudah dan cepat. tapi bila aku pikir2 balik, semakin lama semakin dunia ni hilang privacy. maybe that's the price to pay for  such advance technology.

this mascara sucks!

sucks! yes, the Revlon double twist mascara sucks. i bought it because i was, well, curious about the whole 3D brush. and Jessica Alba looks soo cantik wearing it (padahal minah tu ada a while entiurage of make-up artistes for the shoots). I stumble upon a discounted one @ jusco..originally it is priced @ RM 40.00 (personally think it is very expensive for a thing that is going to washed off at the end of the day) and after discount, RM 24.90. since the price almost rivals Maybellines...i bought one la.

I have tried it on everyday for a week and i still cant find the most effective way to putting it on my lashes correctly. correctly as in not clumping or sorts. but it clumps!!!!! terribly that after putting it on i have to use an old eyeshadow brush to remove the clumps!!! such a shame because the color is great...it makes my lashes thicker without looking like i glued on false lashes. why, oh  why do Revlon even come out with such lousy products. hampeh tul la.

even when you take it out of the tube, you can see that the mascara is not evenly distributed to the bristles. maybe because the tube's opening itself is a bit small for such huge brush. nak kuarkan pun punyalah ketat. ( hmmm..why do i sound 'porn-ny?). it seems that the mascara formula is a bit too thick, almost paste-like consistency.

these are my lashes before putting on the mascara. ignore any unsightful feature of my face..hehehehe!

these are afterwards. see the clumps?

hmmm...what if i use maybelline's wand instead? will it look good? hmmm...i shall have to try.

i am tagged

hihihiii...aku yg jakun ditag cuba utk jawab soalan tag.

What will u do if u know that your friend has been back stabbing u ?

i let the person go...waiting for their worst moment and then give it back in their face.

6 people in your heart?i have lots of ppl in my heart...top 6 : syahmee aziyan, my family, my parents in law, wan azlin, nephews n nieces, johnny depp

Do u think u're cute?if being fat is cute, then i am. (mcm annie yasmin dlm citer p ramlee...heheheh. "bang brahim. tolong bang brahim!")

Single or taken?
taken

Blog(s) that u like?
my friends' blogs, gossip blogs (malunya nak ngaku)

Do u clean your room everyday?
try to..

The last song u listened to?
the hillarious tamil song i posted in FB

Last text message?from my bro

Last phone call?

from telekom about my sreamyx.

Last day u cried?cant remember.....oh, last friday ms tgk sandra won the survivor. kengkonon terharu la.

List down 5 of your favorite colours?

1. red
2. yellow
3. silver
4. white
5. black

The last people chat with u in YM?i dont have YM..hate chatting

Your favorite game?sudoku, Farmville

Are u a fan o MCR?apa tu? or sapa tu?

What do u feel when u answering this tag?rasa jakun

Do u think this tag interesting?ok la...pernah did much more daring questions.

sampai jugak.

(sambil menaip mcm trdgr2 awie gelakkan aku)

last week smpi juga akhirnya parcel yg ditunggu2. aku kah org yg penyabar itu?

agaknya bila bleh habis buku-buku ni? well...dah beli kena jugak baca. i just finish the first one - 'Abrahan Lincoln the vampire hunter'. interesting. very interesting. i think the author tries to give a more edgy and darker personality to Honest Abe. ada plak gambar2 yg diphotoshoped...to make it more valid la konon. the style of writing...mcm baca buku lama2. very bersopan santun walaupun dlm keadaan marah.

chaiyok!

aku?? cikgu???

masa kecik2 dulu, aku tak nak jadi cikgu. sebab keja cikgu ni banyak. i still remember my mom brought back tons of papers to be marked, then during weekend making scrapbook which i had fun colouring it. but i enjoyed going to the school...i loved all the attention the big sisters gave me. maklumlah, anak cikgu. konon2 cute la..hehehehe. the best moment was my mom was appointed as cikgu perpustakaan. i spent the whole morning till afternoon reading to all the books i could laid my hands on. guess the ulat buku gene is inherited la.

and now, i'm a cikgu. ala, cikgu cabuk aje. kwn lain keja hebat2...engineer, pensyarah, akauntan, businessman, mcm2 man la...tapi i dont have any regret. because i FELL IN LOVE with teaching..the passion, the drive..never felt that way. i love the fact that i dont have to stay on a same chair in a same room every second of the day. what i didnt expact was the energy consumed, the lethargy after a day's work, the endless whining from the younger children..... in fact the first 3 months i became a teacher, i actually left the class unattended because i dont know what else to do amidst the yelling, screaming and the bickering. hehehehe... lemah tul mental masa tu...and that how i learnt that students arent as ideal as i read in the psychology books.

ya, aku cikgu yg garang. i dont tolerate (how do you say it...) undiciplined students. i'll push my students to their fullest potential. at the same time i make friends with them..maklum la remaja. hati n perasaan kena jaga jugak, jiwa tgh kacau kan. tapi klu buat hal mmg kena la dgn aku. apa aku buat dgn diaorg? hehehehe...biarlah rahsia. penat jugak nak layan, tapi 'pelan2 kayuh' la. nak wat camno? tu belum kira duit yang keluar utk diaorg....fotostat, makan (ye, zaman skang pun ada jgk murid yg takde duit belanja ke sekolah), duit minyak keta ulang alik latihan n kelas tambahan...mana bleh claim dgn govt. rasanya aku layak utk claim some of the students jadi anak angkat dgn JKM la....

come teacher's day...mixed feeling. no, i dont want presents...my students are not from wealthy family. (tapi every year bwk balik 3 paper bag-ful of gifts...heheheh). i want them to behave, i want them to jadi org, i want them to know that in this cruel world, masih ada yg sayang. aku garang sbb aku nak diaorg jadi org. AKU MAHU MURID AKU TAHU APA YANG MEREKA MAHU...and go for it.

eh, emosi plak post yg ini. takpe la, i'm allowed to...kan teacher's day tak lama lagi. :)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

 

 This is Pn Sapiah bt Rohani. My mom. Some ppl said their moms are their best friends. but not me. I like her as my mom, not my friend. she takes me as i am, from the first day i was born till now. all of me...scars and all. she is meticulous, clean, organized, talented, modern...excellent example of a working mother.

 This is Pn Enun binti Suaib. my mom in law. fulltime housewife. down to earth, humble, caring, anything you would imagine a housewife would be. a true blue org kampung, and that's what i like about her. she has 5 children...all of them are universuty adecated. quite a feat for someone that grows up in a small kg being a wife of pak imam. yg kelaka tu, skang dah pandai la plak guna english words yg org tua jrg guna ....affair, designs...ni belajar dgn anak2 la nih. hehehehe.

I'm very lucky to have the best of both worlds. to my mothers...Happy mother's day. thanks to my mom for everything. thanks to my MIL for sharing ur son. Semoga mak berdua sentiasa di bawah lindungan rahmat dan rahim-Nya.
 
Not forgetting...TO ALL MY HOT MOMMAS FRIENDS too...cheers to all the hard work carrying, pushing, minding, meleter-ing your kids. i pray your kids to be the ones to make great differences to the world. and thanks for sharing some of their love with me....may one day i have the oppurtunity to celebrate this day myself.

twilighted, new mooned, eclipsed and broke the dawn.

It all started wit this one. bought it out of boredom n curiosity. then...i was hooked. heheheh...rupanya my cousin dah terjebak dulu. told u i was a late-bloomer. klu tak silap, masa beli ni the world was embracing the sequel "new moon". ceh, tgk je sana sini madness psl twilight t tak tau pun apa twilight.

my only disappointment was: 1) rob pat is too pretty n girly for the roles n 2) kirsten was too.....control, no sense of humor lgsung. unlike the character in book. taylor lautner ROCKS! come to think of it...kenapa eh out 17 yo kat msia ni tak mcm dia?

Then.....

then......

Then.......

pastu. aku demam vampire for the next 2 months. Laki aku pun aku suruh wat rambut cam rob pat. heheheheh.....

btw, finished all four books in a two weeks.

men

one of my best buddies is in confinement. 3rd bb...so nothing unusual la...except that this time she really want to stick to all the berpantang dos n don'ts. (gud luck, babe!). but today, she complained something about his man. katanya, dear hubby tak nak tolong jg si kakak n abang, not helping around the house etc etc. kesian kawan aku....

which make me wonder......why men want kids? is it:

i) for having someone to inherit the harta benda?

ii) to show that they are manly enough?

iii) to show they r not barren?

iv) because married men have kids?

it makes me sick....seriously. the wife tu kan dah agree utk carry ur bb for 9 torturing months kan, so y not help out for @ least during the 44 days tu? susah sgt ke? aku geram betul la. tapi bila ke hulu ke hilir asik la belagak mengira berapa byk anak korang boleh buat...(actually god yg buat, bukan ko pun...u just carry the gun around je....hopefully the gun is a bazooka, bukan jenis pistol mainan).

kata la aku jeles...memang aku jeles pun. but having an army of kids doesnt justify ur role as a parent. ko penah dengar org lelaki mulut celupar mengalahkan pompuan? in my hubby situation it would sound kinda like this : "tembak tak sharp" or "aku dah sarjan (anak 3)..ko tu prebet lagi" or "kitaorg dah terbukti kejantanan" or "apa..peluru kapur ke"...can u imagine perasaan hubby aku???? dah ada anak, jantan sgt la tu? as if jaafar onn tu jantan sgt...:[. yg kelakar tu...masing2 muka tak sedar diri...ada yg jenis ngabiskan harta bini, segala brg kemas dilebur buat join MLM, ada yg jenis kawin dgn bini tu sbb terhutang budi n body, ada tu perasan hot padahal kulit cerah skit dan perut kecik skit je dpd mamak roti canai. they are so sick la. nasib baik cik abg tu kuat iman...kut tak mau bertumbuk. (sedih beb, mcm hina je kan childless married couple...).

hats off to the husbands yg berani berada di dapur dan menukar diapers. i wish more men like you are born in this worls. jgn first bb je dah la ye. to all the chauvinist pigs.....jgn perasan best la..ntah2' performance' ko tu setakat keta kancil je, tapi gebang as if bleh mengaum mcm ferrari.

to my friend : ' sabaq naaa...biar dia dosa dgn Tuhan, jgn ko dosa dgn laki.....'

jijahku

saya dikejutkan @ 1.45 bila alarm jijah berbunyi. i peeked outside, i found few ppl swarming her. apparently, a guy hit jijah while reversing his car. HAAAAAA! abih keta aku....mamat india tu tried to lari but some ppl managed to stop him. abih keta aku calar dpd tayar depan hingga tayar blkg. sepanjang pintu depan n belakang. nasib baik tak kemek...just calar nad need complete body paint job. $$$$$$$$!

mamat tadi mcm poyo je nak settle luar, tetiba je dgn belagaknya nak settle balai. aku dah ckp dgn hubby, klu kita settle balai, aku caj insurans dia. so, after a lot of "cerita bohong bagai nak rak berserta gaya ala hero tamilnya," the sarjan said dia salah. he was fined for 2 kesalahan : menungkah arus di jln sehala n melanggar keta. kami just dpt amaran krn keta menghalang traffik...dan si gero tamil tu, walked away with his tail between his legs.

aku bukan racist....tapi area taman aku ni dah jd mcm black area plak. everynite polis akan ronda in patrol car. manusia mabuk, langgar budak, pecah umah, kecurian...dah menjadi2. lemas aku  tak sabar nak pindah.

back to jijah. jijah dah melalui pelbagai trauma over the years. menyondol, disondol, twice pecah cermin and now this. i promise u jijah, bila dpt pindah you'll get a total makeover with sound system.

tai chi

THUNDER..THUNDER..THUNDERCAT...HOOOOOOOOOOOO! siap ada aura lg kat blkg tu...hahahaha! ini la area aku selalu (?) taichi kat umah tu. nama sifu ku Uncle Long. toley kopitiam bwh blok.

kenapa taichi? sbb hubby suruh...sbb the gentlest form of exercise my knees can endure after i injured them once...sbb takde benda lin lagi nak buat. taichi ni boleh tahan susah..nmpk je mck lemah gemalai...berpeluh2 sakan gak...yg best tu member 2 taichi suma org2 tua....nyonya n apek yg kaya tp tak tau nak wat apa kat umah. sifu plak bekas juara taichi...tergamam aku melihatkan betapa fleksiblenya dia...huhuhuh. aku? (terdiam smbil memegang2 spare tyre)

setelah meminjam pedang sifu, maka bergayalah aku dengan poyonyer. 28 steps (or figures) takes me 5 months to memorize...sikit2 la. i pretend i was kung fu-ing. btw, mlm ni ada taichi.....aku ponteng sbb MALAS. hehehehehe.....:)

Eat, pray, love

i like this book. i heard so much good thing bout this book. and, a movie frenchise is coming out! YAY!!!!!

i'm Muslim..so there are quite a few things that is not suitable to be followed. anyway, it's still has a few points (rationally and logically) we can take notes. from now on, i'll insert a few favourite quotations or excerpts of the book ( and the other books).

" I mean - that terrible, ragged breed of bawling my friend Sally called "double-pumpin' it" when you have to inhale two desperate gasps of oxygen with every sob."

"soul mates, they come inyo your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then they leave."

"You can let yourself off the hook anytime you want, Liz. that's the divine contract of a little something  we call free will."


"The word paradise by the way, which comes to us from the Persian, means literally 'the walled garden'."

"Attraversiamo."


So, go people..go read this book with open heart and open mind.

my first book

I don't know why, but Jodi Picoult always ring a bell. So, I bought this book out of curiosity...and I loved it.

it's about a sister's love...and how far she'd go to save her sister's life. can a mom be so bias she could be blinsided? is their mom unfair to each and everyone of them? if love is unconditional, then why do we put many conditions over countless situation? i mean..."kalau u sayang saya, u belikan la beg tu" or "saya masakkan awak lauk favourite awak, lepas ni kita gi angsana eh?" hehehehe...

yg bestnya, ending citer ni unexpected. just the way i like my story should end.

things we do for our loved ones

she asked u to accompany abah at home,
so u get back home .
he asked u to drive,
so u drive.
they asked you to ask for transfer,
so you ask for one lah.
they ask you to send them to ask for a girl's hand in marriage,
so you plan ahead.
at the end of the day,
u realized that u keep fulfilling their wishes,
keeping them happy,
because they r ur loved ones,
and u love them.

sepetang yg hujan

i spent an afternoon trying to figure out how my blog works. i get all dizzy. so, i might as well Fb-ing and wait to return home to kampung to ask my lil' bro.

*tu la..kecik2 tak nak belajar..dah tua bangka br sibuk nak amik tau.*

bedak maktok

ingat lg tak bedak ni? heheheh...br beli ptg tadi. cuaca panas ni menyebabkab bdn aku naik ruam. mcm bdk2 pulak aku rasa. aku suka bau bedak ni.

it reminds me of my maktok (grandma) kat pontian. bila ingat dia, teringatla dah lama tak jumpe dia. rindu ke?
kdg2 aku lupa aku ada maktok. ssh sgt nak jumpa dia..lg2 bila dia dh x duk umah sdr. ye la...menantu (anak hantu?) dia kata "father in law i wariskan rumah ni kat diaorg". byk la ko pny waris.

anyway, i dont remember us being very friendly. a conservative type, we dont really talk much. arwah atuk yg garang tu lg aku ingat...mana ada atuk kat dunia ni garang cam dia. heheheh...bila dia marah kitaorg, mmg la kena "bodoh". cucu2 lain klu kena mmg kecik ati...tp ktorg adik beradik bleh gelak2 je.

kesian maktok...kesian abah...takpela, pusingan hidup...sapa kat atas akan ke bawah jugak suatu hari nanti.

p/s: kedai macha ni jual mahal bedak ni. cekik darah!

kenapa dengan kita?

dah penat la. aku yg degil ke ko yang tak nak paham? klu dah tak suka sangat kat aku, cakap je la. semalam was very out of bound.
let me see.....janda, sesama minat liverpool, minat sport, mantap, tak banyak songeh, saudara baru yg ko berminat nak 'didik'. senang citer, everything i'm not. aku dah penat la....ko nak aku tunggu benda ni jd mcm drama ke? kau nak aku tinggu drama ni punya ending?
aku dah penat.

virgin no more

damn...first entry dah salah. hahahaha....mestilah, nama pun yg first kan. tumbling here n there. virgin as in blog virgin. tried to be subtle...hapah. so, welcome and wish me luck.


 i thought i'm incapable
to my surprise i'm a natural late-bloomer
people think i always rush around
little do they know i'm no jet setter
i'd like to think i get things done
can't deny i'm a classic procrastinator
i may be a lazy bummer
sometimes i can be a go-getter
i wish to be a mother, someone's cheerleader
take anything, give everything, never say never
i'll try to be patient..sorry God, i'm a slow-learner
faith in my heart, chicken out never ever