org belajar puasa

Salam Ramadhan!

Masih cuba utk menyesuaikan diri dgn berpuasa tatkala bekerja waktu petang. after 5 years working in the morning session, fighting fatigue and sleepiness in the afternoon while working is quite a challenge. teruk betul...org kerja office tu lg dr pagi smpi ke petang kan bekerja. tp dema kerja dlm air-cond..ehehehe..mencari alasan aku ni sebenarnya.

Kesian tgk anak murid year 1 and 2 yg kepenatan. sekilas pandang je dah tau, sapa puasa sapa tak. dah tu, kalau pukul 4 boleh terkejar sana terkejar sini....kwn2 dah tak larat dah nak bercakap...90% aku tau jwonnya ialah tak puasa atau puasa separuh hari. takpe la..budak2 kan. Tak sampai hati nak marah2 (walaupun terlepas jugak kalau dah kena yg tak makan saman tu)... buat reading pun alahai..lemah je suaranya. ramai jugak yang tertidur masa buat latihan. usually aku bg dia je dia tidur dlm 5-10 minit then kejutkan dia suruh basuh muka. hehehehe..kalau la aku boleh buat mcm tu.

ada jugak yang puasa selang sehari atau selang dua hari. gasak la budak..janji kau berlatih puasa. tu tak kira yang kejap2 pegi toilet, kejap2 pegi toilet..balik jr dr toilet, basah kuyup kepala. rupanya menyejukkan badan dengan air..hahaha...makruh la nak ooiii. (aku pun dulu sama gak..tp tak buat la kat sekolah..buat kat rumah)

macam2 ragam budak kecik baru belajar puasa. kelakar jugak tgk..banyaknya kesian. tapi kagum la dgn semangat nak berpuasa tu...tahniahla utk mak ayah yg latih anak mereka berpuasa.

Dah tu, yang dewasa ni kenapa la ada yg tak nak puasa???????

what if...

"Only you know when you are ready to have a child" - Private Practice season 4.

Yeah, I know TVland don't always provide truth. but sometimes it rings a bell.

Really? You really can know if you are ready to have kids? biological or adoptive...only you can have the answer. Really? please enlighten me.

I think I am ready. But if I am why my body isn't? What if I am not actually ready...that's why I am not granted with any kid of my own. I do believe mind and body don't connect...no matter how positive you might prep you mind to face a bad situation. so my mind says i am ready..but my body says it needs more time.

I don't know. I was in a middle of a heated argument with my loved one recently...it made me think. Is it because we haven't changed like most married couple do that we come as 'not ready' yet. i have my bad traits..he has his own. It's so hard to change things that is so deeply embedded in your personality (strong-headedness, loud) that you feel if you change it you're not you anymore. We still enjoy late nights out and staying in till noon in bed ..we still have brunch instead of b'fast...we still do what we enjoy do during our bachelor years..does it make us 'not ready' in other people eyes? do all the things we do in lives show that we don't want or aren't suitable for kids?

*sigh* I always hear new parents say that once you have kids you will make a 180 degree turn in lifestyles. so do i need to have kids to turn a new leaf? I mean having kids can actually make you a better person, yes? In that case I might need a kid to change me to better person. I am quite pessimistic with this whole biological kids due  to some unfortunate setback...but I am totally partial of having adoption kids. Adopting a kid in order to strike some luck to be pregnant or to change you to a better person sounds so selfish. not to mention unfair to the kid..imagine people using you as a ticket to get pregnant. I don't know.. I feel so torn and I am confuse.

Maybe I am being so hard on myself. Maybe i am very analytical on making desicions. I really want to make this relationship works...the thought of us heading for saperate ways scares me. I truly cant visualise having to love somebody that isn't your truly own. but what if it is the answer to save ourselves? I need help!

aku vampire

Sesungguhnya sekarang ini aku rasa aku dah mutated menjadi makhluk nocturnal. siang mengantuk malam berjaga. kenapa? sebagai persediaan menjaga anak kecil yg tak tentu tidur jaga atau sakit peningnya.

HAHAHAHAHAH...just joking...anak kecil apa kejadahnya...BOLA la. apa lagi skang kan tengah Euro. Kalau aku tak sokong diva-diva Spaniard pujaan hati tu sapa lagi kan?( I think Ramos looks waaaaaaaay better with short hair. and Busquets, please jgn asyik dive je. kita nak main bola bukan akrobatik ok?) apatah lagi skang ni aku kerja petang. amboi mak..senang2 hati jek membuta smpi pkl 10, 11 pagi. siap2 then pegi sekolah. boleh? Maka plak tak ngajar Year 6...jadi segala keprluan untuk esok hari telah disediakan di sekolah, maka malam adalah untuk aku dan cik TV aku. 

dan aku lihat bayang hitam sudah membentuk di bawah mata aku. dan kedutan mula appear di hujung mata juga. not good. so not good. 

pics credit to eufa.com

A year ahead

Alhamdulillah...akhirnya dapat juga pengesahan DG44 aku. Naik la gaji sikit, jgn tak ada. Apa planning?
Ada yang nak tukar kereta, ada yang nak buat dapur. aku tak sure lg tp yang pasti, kasi langsai hutang sikit2 dpd FAMA...hahaha..dah umur cam gini pun masih pinjam duit mak abah. malu weh!

Paling tidak disangka2..cik abang kata tahun depan mesti dah dapat pergi Unrah. mesti kumpul duit dpd sekarang. Insya-Allah. semoga tiada aral melintang. Jeles tgk asyik orang lain jek pegi Umrah..ada tu tiap2 tahun pegi sampai hilang dah feel melawat Tanah Suci. macam pegi holiday jek. Berdebar2 pun ada...sebab ilmu seciput sangat. time to gear up...kumpul ilmu secukupnya. Bila tgk gambar kawan2 gi Umrah, sayu je hati. walaupun tak pernah jejak kaki ke sana, tapi boleh datang rindu. pelik kan, rindu pada yang tak pernah jumpa.

maybe ada org yg baca ni akan kata..eleh, baru niat nak pegi Umrah pun dah kecoh. org lain tu senyap2 jek pegi tau2 dah sampai. takpe la...aku bukan gebang. aku anggap post ini adalah untuk memantapkan niat agar tak mudah digoyah oleh hambatan kerja dan dunia. bukan senang untuk aku kumpul duit. bila ada niat yang baik, Insya-Allah dipermudahkan. betul tak?

a loss is a loss.

a loss is a loss. big or small. especially if it matters and close to our hearts.

my friend lost her husband today. both of them are my juniors in uni. both of them are kind, sweet people. i can only imagine her pain and her sadness. al-Fatihah to arwah Mohd Fahmi Abd Aziz.they were not that close to me but i really like them. and they make a very adorable couple. i felt sadness but i couldnt cry. i dont know why.

a loss is a loss. may Allah bless the one leaving and especially those left behind...please bless them with
Your compassion and mercy so that they are strong to endure this trying time..

when i kick the bucket, i hope people will remember me. so now i think it is befitting to apologize to anything bad and wrongdoings i have ever done towards you. it is never too early to say sorry...in case i dont get the chance to.

aku memang suka dapat contact kwn2 lama. seriously...i really treasure my memories with them. bittersweet..or sometimes bitter-not-at-all-sweet...all are precious. tapi kalau dah bertahun ada fb baru nak add aku sbb skang tgh ligat bisnes apakah maknanya? hehehehehe...

manusia..manusia. Aku appreciate kegigihannya mencari harta. aku kagum semangatnya mengumpul kekayaan. tapi agak terkilan jika mencari aku dengan niat nak tambah downline. agaknya dia tgk gambar2 aku tu tembam semacam kan...heheheheh.

I am not exactly a big dreamer. yes, i sure won't reject any cars or designers handbag if were given the chance...but to pursue the unimaginable expensive things..not me. i dont have the drive to go out and seek my fortune just to enable me to trot around the globe in my label attire and luoboutin heels. i do admire those who can afford it, though..but that is that.

Harta dunia mcma air laut. makin kau hirup makin kau haus. aku bukanla ambitious sgt orgnya tapi itu lah aku. someone who is easily pleased and easy to satisfy. kasut kungfu RM 15 pun dah gembirakan aku. aku org yang membosankan buatmu..maaf jika apa yg aku pamerkan tidak secocok angan kau itu. tapi kalau kau nak hulur aku kasut Ferragamo kau tu aku tak tolak...ekekekekeke.

maaf la sahabat. aku bukan la Melayu yg Dr. Mahathir banggakan. tapi aku cuba utk menjadi terbaik utk diri aku sendiri dan mungkin akan jatuh dan tersungkur dalam perjalanan. antara hikmah Allah bagi bila aku tak dpt zuriat lagi adalah terkawalnya keinginan aku kepada worldly possession. mungkin lah.

kasut kungfu merahku

what make my day

hari ni kepenatan sbab dari semalam rewang utk majlis yassin kat rumah mak. biasala, family agak besar, kaki makan plak tu...mcm2 makanan ada. nasi ambeng lauk ayam msk kicap, sambal goreng, serunding, sayur kacang n urap, popis, rojak asma, 5 jenis kuih, pulut kuning. ntah tekak mana yg nak makan. so aku dah sungguh-sungguh kepenatan.

mlm lak cuba2 dengar Ustaz Azhar Idus berceramah. bukan apa, nak tau gak apa yg seronok sgt ceramah dia dan apa org suka sgt dgn dia ni.

so as i am writing this, i am fighting to keep my eyes open because i still have to drive home. hubby wants to finish the first halo of Netherlands - Denmark game. pastu ada hati nak bangun tgk game Portugal - Germany. boleh??

sambil2 tu check FB dpt perkhabaran gembira. Anak murid didikan dlm handball tersenarai utk pemilihan team Malaysia!!!!!! gembiranya!!!! cikgu tak main smpi jauh2, anak murid pun jadi la....kan? Malam ni tido tersenyum nampaknya...

hijab turban

are you game? ada beran? hahahaha...aku mmg tak ade nya la.

asasnya adalah ini...sekarang dah siap2 jual kat inner utk gaya turban. so tak nmpk la aurat bahagian leher tu.

 moden and bling bling skit. dema yg suka bergaya minat la stail ini.

bila kau tmbh sanggul arab dan pakai bersama turban, maka jadilah stail yg mana kau ini mungkin dilihat berasal dpd spesis alien.

ha, yg ini aku rasa adalah hasil sabotaj oleh stylist Tok Ti. I swear kat Air Hitam byk tudung saji jenis yg mcm atas kepala dia tu..

betul tak aku cakap?

maybe aku akan buat gaya turban tersendiri...

bergaya adalah atas keberanian masing-masing. nak kata aku salute sgt org yg berani bergaya ni tak jugak..tapi ada sepicis kekaguman la dengan keberanian mereka itu. yg pasti aku tak minat langsung gaya turban sebab bila berturban ni kelihatan seperti ahli sihir @ witch.

ini adalah Queen Grimhilde aka stepmom of Snow White

kan sama?



=)

retail therapy

some people shop because they have money. some shop even though they don't have any money. some people shop for fun. some people shop to celebrate. some shop because they are stressed. well, i am in the latter category.

I noticed a few years back that i have the tendency to shop for things when i am mad or stressed or angry. especially when angry. It started when i was in my first year of uni where i received the news that my dear grandma passed away. ( Al-Fatihah to her). so in a midst of anger and sadness i went out and bought a RM100 pair of shoes. a good one, i tell you. i felt better for a while because the happiness of owning something new masked the great loss in my heart.

Since then I noticed that i have been in that same pattern a few times. and last few days, i was mad at my hubby. so while a i was trying to control my anger he took me to Klang. what happened? i spent RM550 buying a lot of kain ela for jubah. about 10 of them. and i dont even like jubah! so right now I am a budding entrepeneuer selling kain ela to families and friends. how lovely is that? oh my, i hope i am not evolving into another shopaholic who would later have to confess her addiction..('confession of a shopaholic', get it?)

 soalan standard teacher Azlin:

Sapa nak angkat tangan!

RVC tensen

lampu kuning plak...

Hari ni agak tension. so aku buat Red Velvet Cake. dpt la 2 dozen lebih. pastu aku tercangak2 sebab tak tau sapa nak makan. takpe la, aku bawak balik umah mak mertua aku. bagi la kat sepupu sepapat rumah sebelah2 tu. ye tak?

Sapa nak angkat tangan!!!

kecintaan

Ada apa dengan cinta?
sesuatu yg tidak akan Tuhan tanya.
bukan cinta itu yang Dia mahu tahu.
Tapi kebertanggungjawaban yg datang bersama cinta itu.
Berapa sen sangatlah nilai cinta
jika syariat tidak kita jaga.
jika tidak berserta niat demi kerana-Nya.
Disebalik setiap perbuatan dan kerja
jika kita tidak tahu niat dan sebabnya
buanglah rasa hina dan cerca
bukalah hati untuk perkara lebih murni
mungkin untuk menyelamatkan akidah barangkali?
Ya, aku memang sedang bercinta
sejak dahulu hingga kini aku dilamun cinta
namun cinta itu tak membuat aku buta
kemanusiaan, empati, simpati
memberi aku jati diri
dan membuatkan cinta dalam diriku lebih bererti.

a day under the sun

PERKHEMAHAN KO-KURIKULUM SKPP 2012

Teluk Gorek, Mersing

ok, so these are not the camping photos. these are my niece, my hubby and me photos. biasa la...kitaorg mmg suka berposing.

I need a weekend getaway. so this time I didn't take pics of the camping kids. just the three of us and some anak2 cikgu. it's amazing how fast children can get along with each other. no prejudice. no agenda. why can't adults be like that?

one of our rare pics together. (wow, i look big!)

now i look REALLLLYYYY big next to the tiny girl.

Thanks to my forever designated driver, En. Hubby. At the end of the day, he had the most fun because he learned how to 'memukat ikan' courtesy of the resort owner. He has even thought of going back to Mersing for another holiday. YAY!

splendid day

people always say 'it's not the destination, it's the journey that counts'. well, if it is true, i really want my journey to as short and as less painful as possible.

last time i recall, a king intervened with my IUI.

this time, it from God. i might have new perspective on the phrase 'divine intevention'. i have been chaotic these past few days having my va-jay-jay scanned, eating this and that drug, having myself injected at the precise moment...only to find out at the very last minute that my IUI cant be carried out because of my husband's poor swimmers. (ok, u might says it is very unholy of me to tell story about my husband but that is the truth. that is among the reason of our infertility and if u need to know, 50% of infertilities in the world is because of male infertility.)

what can i say? doc wanted me to take a month break, and because Ramadan is approaching, i have to take a break for another month.

i had nothing on my mind when he told me the heartbreaking news..i tried not to cry but the tears just flowed. i was in awe..because i was soooo ready to do the IUI and so ready to be heartbroken on the next period i was totally unprepared for this premature halt.

and i cried. and i blame myself. and i blame my hausband. and i blame God. i blame the universe. heck i even swear those mothers-to-be took ALL my luck for themselves. to add salt to the wound..my IUI was on the day of all preggers come to for their monthly check. and there i was unable to try to get pregnant surrounded by big bellied, big assed pregnant mothers with oh-look-at-my-pregnant-glow on their faces. i hate preggers!
oh, look..there were many husbands come together for support..touching bellies, feeling movement...oh SICK!

and today, ironically....my SIL gave birth to a baby boy. WHAT JOY!!!!! yahooo! splendid!

isn't that just lovely?

(do you hear that? that is the sound of my positive outlook on life goes down the drain)

funny little things in life

so, this is my IUI update.... we were stalled on the last moment of our phase (i was supposed to be injected by this hormone or trigger or something for 2 days before the big step of IUI) because of.....(drum roll, please) His Majesty throning event. can you believe that? a king has literally stopped me from having baby. How strong an excuse is that? Imagine this:

stranger: Kau ni bila lagi nak ada anak? org lain dah sibuk antar anak gi sekolah kau still mcm ni..
Aku: abis, Dipertuan Agong naik takhta...dia tak bagi org kerja...suma kena cuti..kang kalau lawan derhaka plak kang..

hahahahahaha...funny kan? kan? you do get the joke, dont you?

Alahai....

If there is an only trait in me that i am proud of, that i want my mini me to inherit, that i want people to remember me when i kick the bucket, that annoy the person i love to hate is my morbid sense of humour. the most crying i endure in a single session is about an hour. then i would get massive headache, puffy eyes and blocked nose. but when i laugh, i can go on and on and on and on.....

seriously, my dad once told me to stop laughing so easily because the giggling and the endorphine is making me fat! now i know where i get the funny bone from...abah, abah.....when is asked him where on earth did he get this idea he said all funny people in TV is fat...(well, Neil Patrick Harris is a rare species i supposed). clearly my dad spent waaaaaay too much time watching Maharaja Lawak.

If anything is taken away from me, i pray to God not to take my sense of humour. it's a life saver. it's an ice breaker. it's the thing that my man loves about me. i am his ultimate Jack Black, his animated kung fu Panda. i am his clown. if he cheats on me, i swear i would pray really hard so he gets a seriously boring, control ayu kind of girl..so he will suffer to death...hahahaha!

we have decided to go easy on this trying time. to breathe easy and go with the flow. being somber might upset my ovum, it might shrivel like asam boi. my mucus will have higher pH and that will destroy the swimming seeds. my fellopian tubes might change route up towards my nose instead of to my ovaries. hah!

so if i do mope, let me be...for an hour at most. remind me that the crow feet around my eyes are getting more pronounced everytime i sulk.

hiccups

last week masa gi jumpa doc, she asked me to come for the next appointment on second day. so asked "2nd day of period or after period?" she said "after period". asked again twicw and she still said after period.

so being curious and as far as i am concern, i googled  the IUI procedures. apparently i need to have my med on the 2nd day of period. Shit!! i miss it by two days already. so td call O&G, kena bebel la kat nurse psl kena dtg awal patutnya. bangkai betul la....

i am quite superstitious..so i am very worried if this is just a bad sign of tings to come or what.. belum apa2 dah tak betul. this is bad..very bad..

our journey to become parents

aritu ke JB untuk appointment. actually tertinggal previous appointment sbb masa tu result UPSR keluar. mmg takleh lari dah..so mcm biasa kan kat govt. hospital...it took ages to get another appointment. set bulan 11 dpt bulan 3. lama kan?

so after scan...(hehehehe...they had to insert the camera into my va-jay-jay.. rasa kelakar plak) i was given green light to proceed to the next phase.

IUI.

wooohoooo...aku rasa nak terkencing ada, nak joget2 pun ada. bila google procedures IUI mcm cuak lak. serius...berdebar2...not good...we are supposed to be calm.

luckily my doc were nice. Dr. Erlynda...cheerful person. kalau tak dia, Dr. Siti Muslihat...aku tak tipu, mmg nama dia klasik mcm tu. orgnya serius tp setakat dah jumpa beberapa kali boleh tahan lemah lembut. in a good way. tried to transfer my case to BP but the there's no fertility unit here..kena la ulang alik ke jb.

if you are reading this, please pray for us. we need this badly because we have become unpatient enough lately trying not to punch people's faces everytime the issue come up. and i truly believe it is non of their business to know whether we have done this, done that... we dont even try explain in details to our parents.
and to be bombarded with pregnancy -up-to-the-minute development and every milestones of that child in FB and tweeter, the burden seems unbearable. but we have no right to ask the happy parents to stop rubbing it our face right?

again...please spare a few seconds of your time to pray for us. thanks.

first cake

first time buat full size kek. Red Velvet utk kak esah. her baby's first besday. aku kata order la choc cake, kan bdk2 suka choc. apa dia jawab.."ala budak setahun apa la dia tahu sedap ke tak..tekak aku ni yg nak mkn.." sempoi ko kak...

okay, okay...korg dah selalu tgk kek lagi canggih manggih kan...tp ni kan first time aku buat kek..ekekeke..kasik can la...

menggelabah sbb ptg tu cuaca panas, tak hujan dah dua hari, so creamcheese cepat cair. pastu the fruits kept sliding off the cake. sabar je lah. mmg buat lg 2 jam nak deliver, sbb taknak simpan lama2 dlm my unreliable fridge.

alhamdulillah..kak esah suka! yay!

not bad for first timer kan?  (hidup mesti perasan...)

bukan gua

aku bukan hidup dalam gua. tak ada cahaya, sendiri dan tak perlu org luar bergaul dgn saya. begitu juga engkau.

sebab itu Allah jadikan keluarga dan kawan2 daripada berbilang bangsa. untuk bergaul dan bertukar pendapat. tapi bukan bermakna kita kena jadi hamba pendapat diaorg. hamba pendapat itu ialah apabila kita terlalu concern dgn apa kata org sekeliling sampaikan kita sendiri tak ada keberanian untuk menegakkan pendapat sendiri. pernah dengar istilah "fashion victim"? aku rasa golongan fashion victim ini adalah hamba kepada pendapat 'cendiakawan fesyen' yg dictate apa yg trendy dan apa yg out dated. Apabila terlalu concern dgn pendapat semasa ini maka jadilah situasi dimana akak2 kita berfesyen yg bukan2 tak sesuai agama dan majlis.

tapi hati2..sbb bila kau jadi terlalu opinionated pun, kau akan jd egocentric. bahawa sanya kau la h yg benar... org lain suma kaku, suma kolot, suma berfikiran ketinggalan. berbalik kepada di atas. disebabkan kita hidup bersosial lah kita kena jugak dengar pendapat org lain. kadang2 bila kita terlalu taksub dgn ilmu seciput dalam dada kita rasakan org lain salah dan terlalu berburuk sanngka. kena ingat bahawa setiap apa yg kita buat adalah berpagarkan syariat dan undang2. ye, mungkin betul kau berniat baik, idea kau tip top, kau cemerlang bla bla bla. "NIAT TAK MENGHALALKAN CARA". bila apa yg kau buat mengikut hati kau, tanpa mengira hati org tersayang...kau rasa bila dibangkang adalah fitnah terhadap kau. harus kau ingat yg adalah tanggungjawab kita untuk menglakkan diri daripada difitnah. jauhi diri daripada memberi peluang untuk difitnah. luaskan lingkup sosial kita dan baru kau tahu bahawa apabila kita dihujani fitnah dan tanggapan negatif, kita sebenarnya perlu stop sejenak dan nilai semula jika tindakan kau itu salah atau benar.

dan aku adalah org yang acapkali perlu berhenti dan berfikir kerana sikap impulsif aku selalu memberi makna salah. aku hanya pertahankan hak aku dan pada masa yang sama perlu menjaga hati ramai pihak agar tidak disalahertikan. halangan aku adalah kerana aku hidup di kelompok kelurga yg besar. dan aku harap kau juga menjaga hati aku kerana aku tak tahu jika pengorbanan aku itu akan kau hargai.

really?

it's early in the morning. spending mindless hours in front of the laptop. duh....takde keja or byk keja dah di'automated'kan? btw, came across this sick article about some dumb artis n anak org kaya.

really?

menampar org on the 3rd day of marriage?

run away during honeymoon? to bangkok? for fun?

after all the hoopla surrounding their grand wedding and more antah berantah about their nasty separation, we are now reading the teeny weeny fine details about the divorce proceeding?

kesian.

and all they are left between them with is a.........................................................BABY.

really?

a baby?

untungnya badan.

the big deal with Erykah Badu

So everyone knew about the concert cancellation. and the reason it is cancelled. no, i am not going to post her pic..you can google it.

aku tak la fan sgt dgn dia ni..aku cuma tau dia ni is considered hebat and otai kut kat dunia muzik. so bila dikhabarkan berita dia akan perform kat msia of course la warga 'industri seni Malaysia' dan peminat2 muzik akan beramai2 menonton dia ni. dengan genre soul ke apa tah...kau rasa ramai giler ke tau lagu2 dia? maybe aku la yang kolot tak tau lagu dia..aku cuma tau nama dia.

yang aku kesalkan ialah berapa ramai manusia yang mencerca tindakan pembatalan konsert tu. kau tak caya? tgk la link ni. sinis dan macam tak berfikir jauh. mostly sbb mereka rasa alasan bertatu itu terlalu dangkal. Baki Zainal (who the heck is this guy? i only knew him as one of the host on 8tv) said "we r easily insulted" and "kalau sbb tatu maka rmi la artis takleh cari makan kat msia ni"..well, dia tweet byk sgt so aku try to summarize tweets dia tu.

and i think...

1) ya, klu alasan bertatu itu menyebabkan si biduanita soul itu di banned maka mmg dangkal. tapi miss Badu bukan sekadar bertatu tetapi bertatu nama Allah. walau pun temporary. maybe other religion can compromise the fact that their religous and spiritual believe can be the butt of jokes..but not Islam. klu sbb bertatu tu la takleh perform kat msia, maka dah lama dah artis oversea tak dtg sini. come on la...jgn la betrolak ansur psl agama walaupun kita tak ni tak dikira alim dan warak. agama kau tu..if u dont respect your own belief, then who will? kalau nak diikutkan, tak perlu pun konsert tu diadakan kat sini.

2) the singer herself only said " i deserve it". tuan empunya diri pun boleh cool awat la peminat lak yg marah kan? rilek la... If you really knew Erykah Badu, then you must have known all her controversial antics di US. whatever she does, she is all aware of all the consequences.

3) kalau betul la apa yg dikata Baki Zainal, then betul la rumours pasal ramai artis kita bertatu? hehehehe...sila cari sdr la sapa celebrity (celebrity la sangat yg bertatu).

4) akupun tak nafi la..kdg2 lembaga penapisan dan kementerian bertanggungjawab kat msia ni mcm melatah. aku rasa semua kontroversi ni dpt di elak jika diaorg buat homework dulu sapa erykah ni..bukan dah bg pass and then cancel. again, she no stranger in controversials issues due tu her forthrightness..so klu pihak berkuasa buat homework,this will not happen. agaknya Lady Gaga dpt perform tak kat msia? ekekekeke)

no offence...kita semua ada idea dan buah fikiran masing2..tp berhati2 jgn smpi melanggar 3 ikatan syahadah kita pada Allah iaitu syahadah di lidah, syahadah di hati dan syahadah di perbuatan.

Peace, ya'll!